SPARKLES

photos by dad

Hi hello. Last week was torturous. It was one of the hardest times this year. It got so bad until I reached the point where I thought I was just going to give up and quit college. Never really had that thought before. I was so mad at myself and the whole universe just because I couldn't get it right and every week I have a critique session with my lecturer, he's always rejecting my work, and that hurts so much you have no idea. I remember one night last week, a night just before that specific class, I sat at the edge of my bed, bowed my head and cupped my hands together. I was alone and sitting still in the darkness. When I closed my eyes, after a couple of deep breathing, tears just started rolling down my cheeks. The waterworks got so bad I was about to choke. He was there. Right beside me, I could feel it. He was whispering love and strength and comfort into my heart. I don't know how to explain that moment but I know that it was calming. Knowing that He's there to lift me every single time I fall.

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I just finished reading the book of Psalms; I'm now reading the book of Proverbs. This morning I was doing my devotion and I read Proverbs chapter 3. I highlighted the whole chapter because I needed those words to get me through hard times like these. One of the verse in it that I am holding onto is verse 5-8. It says "Trust the Lord with all your heart, and don't depend on your own understanding. Remember the Lord in all you do, and he will give you success. Don't depend on your own wisdom. Respect the Lord and refuse to do wrong. Then your body will be healthy, and your bones will be strong." 

Also, thank you Autumn Ripple for this lovely blouse! It's so pretty >.<

FAITH

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The week went by quickly yet slowly. Every day goes by and just slips off to the next day without us realizing. This week God has been teaching me about faith. He is testing my patience and how I deal with unfortunate circumstances. I found myself in many situations where I had to choose between options. Usually I would be afraid of choosing the harder option.. But these few days I challenged myself, knowing that God is always with me and his words are always true. And the outcome of my faith in Him will always be victorious. And every single time, at the end of preserving that hard moment, the result was always good. 

Some exciting things happened this week too. One of them is the birth of three puppies of a stray dog that wanders around my housing area. My neighbour told me the news and so I went to see them for myself. I squealed at the sight! They were resting in a shelter made of twigs and branches with an umbrella if it rained. I and the mommy of the puppies are close friends now, I can say. She's a sweetheart and always begs for people to stroke her. I can't wait until the pups are able to be played with! 

Collared top from Miru Miru

Proverbs 30:8-9
Don't make me either rich or poor; just give me enough food for each day.

UNICORN LOVE

photos below by dad

I can blog! *happy dance* Well, not for long though. I was blessed enough to even have time today to take outfit photos. Sigh, well a quick update on what's been going on in my life. The most crucial part of my semester is about to begin. I can predict, there's going to be a lot of sleepless nights, tired faces, weight gain due to stressing out (haha, who else eats when they're stressed?), and deeeep eyebags. Yikes. Oh yeah, about the post below. I've been having mood swings a lot lately. I really hate how it affects my behavior and how I rationalize things. What I really hate is that there's not a good reason why I should feel lousy. Because when I stop and think if there's a main problem, there isn't. I just want to get out of this phase.. God are you testing my faith?? 

A big thank you to The Handlebar for this unicorn shirt. It's the most dreamiest thing ever!! I also really love that it's huge and has long sleeves; incredibly comfy. I finally got the chance to wear this pearl embellished collar my aunt bought for me (thanks Aunt Helen!). I thought it would go nicely with the tulle skirt because the skirt has pearls on it too! I hope you all are well and life is on your side. I will have a short blogging hiatus for now and hopefully come back by next week. Au Revoir! 

Isaiah 40:31

But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint

GLOOMY, THAT'S ALL

"people are people and sometimes it doesn't work out"; taylor swift

BONJOUR!

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I actually just ran all the way down to the kitchen to grab a snack after looking at these photos! Haha let's see if your tummy will rumble after you finish scrolling through this post. So I found a new bakery/cafe (ok, my mom did) called Bonjour and I decided to bring my cousin, Kyeli there! Before this I actually tried their bread which my mom bought when she went there with her friend. And it was amazing.... I've never tried anything like it before! What's in it are cranberries, pistachios and the best part, cream cheese! Lots and lots of yummy cheese. After tasting just the bread, I knew this new cafe had other amazing goodies to offer. So the both of us indulged in a chicken pot pie (which was really big) and some fried calamari (so going back there for more of those). And after stuffing our tummies, we met up with close family friend, Debra and baked dark chocolate chip cookies! Best way to end the day. We were happy girls :)

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Do visit if you love bread!

Bonjour Garden Bakery Cafe

Central Park Building, 

Jalan PJU 5/7, Kota Damansara, 

47810 Petaling Jaya. 

Tel: 03-61407587

Proverbs 17:1

It is better to eat a dry crust of bread in peace than to have a feast where there is quarreling. 

FLOWER GIRL

photos by dad

Pops is back from Vietnam and he brought back lots of coffee! I love their coffee. Although I can't put my finger on why it tastes so different from regular coffee. Anyway, with dad around, I had the chance to take an outfit photo this morning. I was still so sleepy when I took these. Hence the closed eyes! When mom saw me walk out she said "wah, who's wedding you going to?". I burst out in laughter! Haha. I looked at the mirror and I thought I looked like a flower girl. The garland really makes a lot of difference! 

I think both the dress from The Handlebar and the necklace from Autumn Ripple really goes well together, no? :) Anyhoo I'm off to college in a bit. Also, can't wait to hang out with the girls after class! We're gonna bum, watch a film, and maybe jam with the acoustics! 

(EDITED: Oh I also forgot to mention this here! The Handlebar is offering 10% off all items (except sale items) to all readers of this blog! Just mention 'twist chic' and you immediately get 10% discounted from your purchase of their items. Happy shopping, girls! x)

Jesus > others > you

THE LITTLE WHITE DRESS

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Firstly, thank you to those who has been supporting me in my walk with God. You may not know it but your short words or comments really do lift my spirits. You know who you are! We sometimes don't realize it and tend to forget, but we are all blessed with people who will always be there for us. I don't know what I'll do without friends and family. What wonderful creatures they are!! :)

Also, I am excited to share more exciting news here. There's a new sponsor for my blog! And they're all the way from Singapore! The Handlebar will probably be my last sponsor for the meantime. I have been thinking about life lately.. I think I need to slow down on blogging and put more time into my relationships with family and also concentrate on college. And yes, Jesus is always number one. Like I've said again and again, I love my sponsors! But it's time to slow down on fashion. I haven't been in touch with my own little business, Tote Loving for too long!! I have lots of plans for my abandoned business. Im sorry to those who have been emailing me asking for new designs. I will be working on that! :) 

Back to The Handlebar! Thank you for this lovely dress! I am completely in love with it. It's really perfect.. I just need someone to invite me to a wedding so I can wear it out. Anyone? :p Do check out their online shop. They've got really exotic pieces that you can only get in Singapore. They ship internationally too! 

Psalm 90:12
Teach us how short our lives really are, so that we may be wise.