FELINE

photos by my brother

dress : covetz  |  floral crown : cute granny vintage  |  tights : gift from a friend  |  necklace : autumn ripple

CLAD IN ORANGE

photos taken by Juliana

Dress : Topshop (gift from my girlfriends)  |  Hair accessory : H&M 

I find myself more and more tired everyday now that the semester is ending. Sometimes I don't even feel like blogging - like now. But typing out my thoughts help me clear my mind and gives me space to think about newer things. This week has been pretty intense (why do I feel like I say that in every blog post).  Both happy and sad moments happened. But that's the journey of life, right? I'm also struggling to find quiet times with God nowadays. What I hate is that I'm aware that I'm not putting effort into devotions anymore but I still don't do anything. It's really hard.. Balancing life. But I know He's here with me everyday. Even when I don't talk feel him, my faith is still strong and I trust His promise to me - that He will never forsake me. 

2 Samuel 22:31

This God - his way is perfect; the word of the Lord proves true; he is a shield for all those who take refuge in Him.

MAYBE

photo by Renee

Maybe all I really need to fill this empty space is someone who will help me walk this life the way God wants me to. A buddy who will lift up my spirits and remind me that I'm still a child of God and that I'm not alone whenever I feel down. I never realized this until now. This whole time, I've been walking this christian life without a real devoted partner. It's awfully hard to do it alone. Yes, God is always sufficient and greater than my problems. But he made people to help one another and to help each other grow. I guess I'm tired doing this on my own. I miss how one of my dearest friend, Gloria, would always remind me to stay faithful to Jesus. She would always send me little letters/cards of memory verses and inspiring words. I still keep them in my journal and I read them every once in awhile. She's in Australia now and I don't get to talk to her as often. I admit.. I'm struggling to stay faithful. It's so hard. I just want to find someone to walk this journey with.